Tuesday, 12 May 2015

Indecisive love

You're irritating, useless, have a tendency to linger like an aggravating fly
You never shut up, you're tiresome, you make me laugh at inappropriate times
You're understanding, smell attractive, you're clumsy and always breaking stuff
It's touching how you remember the small things,
it's infuriating how you forget the big things 
I hate you, I hate you, I love you, I love you

I hate how you can always charm girls
I love your eyes
I hate how the tiniest of my actions can be the centre of a joke for you
I love how the tiniest of other people's actions can be the centre of a joke for you
I love your smile- It's like sunshine rising from a cloud
I hate your smile- It's a burning, damaging bundle of arrogance and if I look at it too long my eyes will shatter
Eurghh I hate you. I love you. I hate you. I love you.

Your attention span is shorter than mine, you whistle like a crying cat
You pretend the table is a drum kit while I'm trying to concentrate, you're so sweet when you sing me a song
Your laugh is over the top, you chew too loud, you make the most boring of situations worthwhile
My heart runs marathons when you enter a room,
my eyes glisten with affection
My blood boils, my fists clench,
my brain it gets confused

I love you?
I hate you?
I hate you
I love you.
I think I love you.


  1. This is beautiful! You are such a talent x

  2. Good stuff. Relationships are complicated.